| so...i havent written one of these in awhile. so whats new in my life? basically the fact that college sucks-lol. hoping i get good enough grades to keep my scholarship otherwise my parents just might slaughter me. i moved out of my room though!! that is a high point in my life. the new roomie is kewl and i think might actually be human-who would have thought! yea things look like they are shaping up but who knos...my life likes to suprise me |
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| im pissed off...i hate stupid ppl. why is it that ppl expect me to be at there to listen to their bull 24/7 and the one day out of like a million that im having a shitty day...they bitch b/c i am being "whiny"? so...am i not supposed to be human? oh yea i forgot...my life is perfect. its not like anything shitty has happened to me since i got to college at all...f- guys! and maybe i am a bitch...sorry you are the one talking to me...if you got a problem...dont be around me! so anywayz...i havent updated in awhile. college life is alright...im still alive. me and ashlee are crazy like 24/7...
Ashlee: “my eyes swollen shut…I hate onions”
Me: “or it could have been from the mass amounts of alcohol you consumed”
Ashlee: “no…I ate onions!”
Me: “when did you eat onions?”
Ashlee: “last night…the potatoes had onions hidden in the depths of their souls”
**long pause**
Me: “wow…you really need to get your dirty ass out of bed”
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| hey everyone!! i havent written in this for awhile. so...im at college-as everyone already knos. first week of classes was alright...first semester looks like its gonna be pretty easy. im not really sure if i like it here yet or not...havent really decided. some days its fun and some days it sucks so who knos. hope everyone at lex is enjoying it...lol...that is one good thing about kent-it isnt lexington lol. i do miss all ya guyz tho. |
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| so...im sitting here at kent-my fam left like 2 hours ago. my roommate isnt here yet which makes me slightly sad and makes me wanna go home. oh well. i'm considering actually going out and walking around sometime soon but i dunno. im a lil scared...im not used to just being completely alone somewhere like this. and for the first time in my life...i kinda miss lex/mansfield. i never thought i would say that but it is the truth. hopefully i make friends...sigh. |
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Darkness closes around me
As I drift into sleep
Fear whispers, mocking
Talks of secrets I keep
I suffocate slowly
As thoughts entangle my head
Silence, convincing
I'm better off dead
Fear's grip is upon me
Tearing at my heart
Constantly reminding
Life is falling apart
My screams turn to silence
When did this heaven turn to hell?
Heart stopped beating
Since the day I first fell |
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